the bearable lightness of being...

in a little less than a week i'm one kilo lighter! booya...whatever that means. looking back i wanna belittle and berate myself for taking so manys steps backwards when i had already made so much headway and had the end target in sight. i mean i was 64kg man. now i'm trying to get back in the 60s. am 71 at the moment. but i guess now i appreciate the little benefits that come with a healthier lifestyle. i had forgotten almost how lethargic and grumpy being sedentry makes you. and i know now how important it is to watch yourself closely, especially when you think you've got the whole being healthy routine down, for that's when you can get complacent and slip up. i've learnt my lesson as painful as it's been.

caught the movie 27 dresses with az today. the funny thing was throughout the entire movie i was making little mental notes bout things from the movie that might work in my wedding. talk about being a psycho bride. today was the first day that it all got a little overwhelming for me. what i find stressful is when such a big deal is made out of something like a colour or god forbid a shade of a colour. the perfect ingredients for a tension headache. i'm gonna go make a list of all the things i need to do and list out all the ideas in my head so it doesn't feel like martha stewart's stuck in there. seriously people. elope.