been a while my loves

hmm. blogging began to lose its appeal since the discovery of video streaming sites. but then i realise that the latter has put a halt on many other aspects of my life too. gyming for example. its been about two weeks since i last worked out. mostly because when i start streaming a new drama series its hard to drag myself away from the computer. and some 16 hrs, and several cups of coffee later, i'm too zombied out to even think about getting my kit together. and the diet has also been really bad. so basically i have all but reverted to being a slob. i know my lifestyle these past coupla months has been crap but its time to stop just complaining bout it and to take charge again. why the sudden slump?? well its that time in my life where looking for employment has been taking centre stage and the fact that the results thus far haven't been particularly encouraging has been kinda stressing me out. i guess this whole drama-addiction has been a method of avoiding reality. but well that can only go on for so long. i think its time i start getting back on track in terms of getting writing again as well as putting my sneakers to good use again.

the belly has started to re-emerge. exercising is not an option for me. it has to become a necessity like eating or drinking. i can do it. i must do it. rain will just have to be a treat from now on...